vitri o. l.

i got sick in the last week. i had been indoors for most of the month and was excited to finally be able to leave the house. but lo and behold, my roommate and her boyfriend comes back from the club, and next thing i know i'm sick and had to cancel all my weekend plans. now this may sound like a first world problem (and honestly, it is), but i have been stuck inside this stupid apartment for a whole year and a half now. i freelance from home so even before covid, i have been stuck inside working. oh god my existence is so lonely. i just wanna go outside and look at the sunset with some fellow human beings. 

 we're back on blogspot bitch  it's been so long i think i've forgotten how to blog, or what to blog, or how blogging even works.  on twitter, it is customary to write two-word shitposts. anything goes, like for example, from the infamous dril-  thousands of likes, more than we dumbass normies will ever get. all we can do is attempt to mimic dril and become shitposters ourselves. but i personally think that that has lead to a lot of performative tweets (which I am guilt of) that try to be funny and humorous and dada and whatnot, but ultimately leads to feeling extremely disconnected from the rest of humanity. at least, for me.  when i'm sad, i'll probably just post an image of a hole in the ground and type "get in kids". it's funny and it alleviates my sadness for about 2 minutes before i'm back to realizing that i'm sitting alone in my dark room in front of the blue light with no friends and just a whole lot of depression.  well, anyway, i...